After spending a week dopata based Aulin and penicillin cause abscess in a tooth, I'm back here again, his face deflated. Did not seem like a Lino Banfi. I often
, when "heal" from a disorder that I had, to feel as if I woke up from years of sleep, a kind of Sleeping Beauty without beauty, without a prince, and especially without the wood. Still numb from sleep I look around to assess what has happened while I slept, what I missed, something has changed.
So I find that work has happened half a ruckus (and balls, I thought, when I miss things always happen more "juicy") that I have to open the VAT and the people are all mad and angry, perhaps the muggy heat.
Sometimes in these cases, I happen to become estranged from the world, life, of looking at things outside, and through binoculars as the contrary I seem distant.
My father has a bad habit: when he saw the angry people to death begins to laugh and do not know how to stop. The fact is, of course, is increasing even more incazzatura of angry, but that's another story. The fact is that my father not to laugh or to mock the challenge of the other but because it goes beyond the situation, it looks like a baby the funny faces that make people furious, and starts laughing.
What is genetics, which are drugs or heat, the fact is that I these days I'm estranged from everything and I tried to experience things as if I were looking from the outside, as if I saw on TV, for see what effect they do, that have made the small screen.
I look around and see people pissed off, people screaming, yelling, insults, who loses his voice for a parking lot. People who spend their lives in the liver fret for trivial reasons. People who surrender to things that would be much more important for a job that frustrates them and makes them unhappy.
Over the past three days I saw only this, the screams pissed, speeches acids, resentments, to ricattini.
Well, last night, when I attended the nth sclero absurd to the person who stood before me, for things objectively futile, but at the time were very important for her, as if they were matters of life and death, I realized that sometimes I am part of the mixture, so sometimes I sclero.
Sometimes I gnaw the stomach for a job that does not give me even € 250 per month and no satisfaction on a personal level, yet I spend whole days to work towards is best done, as is done must be done.
unnecessary I ran the car to find parking near the place where I go, to lose less time, so I can spend more on things that I have no desire to do, but I feel I must do.
I try to do everything so well because no one else has anything to criticize me, nothing to say, the expectations are not disappointed in me, and I blame for even minor errors that I do, what others can not see even with the lens magnification.
Well, yesterday, looking at the face of the contract that chick sclera, I realized that maybe in the end does not so well take themselves so seriously.
E 'pointless trudge to reach a hypothetical perfection, which we know does not exist. There will always be a comma out of place.
E 'useless fret the liver for all the things that happen to us, because the unexpected will continue to happen, whether you want them or not.
It 's stupid to live for work, take a tip, since the only thing that can give you some extra money, then you can not enjoy even if you're too stressed and busy working.
So you might as well take themselves less seriously and to live life as it comes, relax, laugh and sometimes a bit 'of ourselves. At the end is right my friend Sara, which I will never be sufficiently grateful for making me understand that sometimes what can save us from the madness it is to live carelessly.
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